In this raw and vulnerable episode, Bryan Evans takes the hot seat to share his personal journey through the desert. From growing up as the "smart guy" with all the answers to battling severe depression in college and surviving a near-fatal car accident, Bryan opens up about the moments that shattered his carefully constructed plans.

He details the heart-wrenching loss of a baby, the isolation of the pandemic, and a debilitating back injury that left him unable to walk. Bryan takes us to his lowest point—lying on a bathroom floor with a box cutter, ready to end it all—and the desperate prayer that changed everything.

Join us as Bryan reveals how he found a new definition of ministry outside the church walls, the miraculous arrival of his "rainbow baby," and how surrendering his plans led him to a life more fulfilling than he ever imagined.